Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Trois mois

I wish I had beautiful words to spill over the significance of today but I do not. Not only is today not what I envisioned but I have simply lived a lie. I led myself to believe in something that did not believe in me. I know without Christ people will never change, but with Christ all things are possible and constantly transforming, right?...

I can say this, it is official. What once was (if it ever truly was, for now I believe otherwise) is now not. What seemed like a lifetime was simply my wishful thinking. I wanted what I can never have, love. If I wasn't convinced, now I believe. I never wanted to feel like this again, never wanted to be this chick yet Me and Love have nothing in common.

NO LOVE

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