Saturday, February 9, 2013

Missed

Yes I am here in one of the 5 boroughs. Yes I am sharing time and space with 2. My thoughts are a bit convoluted. I need to go out and eat. I need to get dressed and take a long walk in Brooklyn. I want to be at home in my own comfortable space. I miss my children. I miss my family. I miss my car. I miss familiarity. I am thankful for the new job I have. I am so very thankful for the door being opened even though I had days of doubts in spite of several interviews. I am a Manager now and have to continue to rely on the sure foundation and leading of the Holy Spirit. I will feel better once we sign a lease and can be together again everyday. I miss caring for my children. I miss our daily embracing. Am I being a brat? Yes! No complaints on this end just feel a little alone not having family or friends to share life with. I miss my sons and can say I really can not wait to get back home. I am looking forward to the transition because I believe it will go as smooth as this all has these last thirty days. Soon we'll be together